WHY DO I DO THIS???
How does one arrive in this position that I’m in? How did I learn what I learn and what is keeping me motivated to do it? I’m going to give take y’all on a deep dive into my mind so you can truly understand WHY I DO THIS.
I have to start back in 2009. I kept on seeing the angel numbers 911, 1234, 1111 (didn’t know what it was at the time.) I was smoking weed with an old friend and he was saying that “if I saw those numbers all the time, it’s the illuminati.” Some straight bullshit, I know, but it intrigued me. That got me into my conspiracy theory rabbit hole. There was a lot of nonsense and a lot of truth in that rabbit hole but what I began to formulate as a teen was the identification of systems. What I mean by the identification of systems is look at a system, such as the education system, and see the total results of said system to determine whether the shit sucks or not. I knew we weren’t being taught true history or health, so by the time I was ready to go to college, I didn’t know what I wanted to do or be because I understood the suppression of truth in all things. (Something I’ll touch on later) How could I want to be a doctor when I’m gaining an understanding of holistic health and the food and medical industry is geared towards us becoming just sick enough to take money from us? I wanted no parts in the deception so. So I’m still going to school, not being focused, but I was always studying, always researching. When I’m around 19-20 years old, this is when I started stepping into the “conscious community” “African consciousness” “pan African” etc. I was learning a TON about everything. This is where my spiritual journey began consciously.
There were some key individuals that I learned from during this time, Frances Cress Welsing, Dr Delbert Blair, Dr John Henry Clarke, Dr Llaila Afrika, Dr Phil Valentine and many others. My favorite was the metaphysics and health, but I touch on everything, law, psychology, economy, relationships and more. I came across one teacher in particular that helped me put it all together and that was Neely Fuller Jr. He talked about the the 9 areas of human activity: Education, Economics, Entertainment, Labor, Law, Politics, Religion, Sex, and War. France’s Cress Welsing added another, Health. This grand lesson, helped me understand what I was looking at but couldn’t yet identify, but now I saw it clearly. The system was called Racism/White Supremacy. White supremacy is refined white culture. Those 9 areas of human activity was dominated by white culture. We go to school learn about white people lying in history, we learn about how the decisions white peoples make shape the economy, we learn that in this system we have to get a permit to cut/do out own hair, we are demonized and criminalized through the media and law, the democrats have a strangle hold on “African American/indigenous American politics, there is a mass amount of religious confusion, the state of relationships and families are in the trash, nonsensical wars are popping up worldwide and the FDA approved food is making everyone sick. At every turn, there was some kind of bullshit being masked as “an operation of society”. I could see that sick people people were running systems in the world that produced sick results. Thats why Neely Fuller Jr. talked about replacing white supremacy with a system of justice. This framework that was now installed in my mind, created a filter for me to see things, “what is actually being produced.”
So I’m learning a great deal of things, including spiritual. The reason why spirituality was so impactful to me was because out of this artificial world we see ourself interacting with, the only real thing that’s constant is energy. I was born into a world where everything outside of me TOLD ME who I was, instead of working with a system to KNOW AND REMEMBER my energy to do whatever it is I choose. I knew about astrology and numerology, but I came across system called Cartomancy, also known as Cardology. This system used the 52 card playing deck we use to play poker and blackjack. NOW THIS SYSTEM CAME WITH THE INDIGENOUS RESURRECTION…..for me.
The indigenous heritage resurrection. I remember when I was about 10-11 years old, my parents mentioned that our family comes from the Blackfoot, Cherokee, Chata(Choctaw), Creek and Crow Indians. I wasn’t told too much about the history, but that’s all I was told. Over the years, I’d hear about this “black people have native ancestry” but I never locked in on it for 2 reasons. 1.) the black community has demonized even mentioning native ancestry because they say that we’re trying to be “anything but black.” 2.) is when I was learning about pan Africanism and African/Indigenous divination systems, my mind emphasized AFRICA, not the Americas. So when I came across Cartomancy, I learned it from a Chief of an indigenous government. His name is Chief Amaru Namaa Taga Xi Ali. Some may know him as Ali Muhammed. (NOT Muhammed Ali) When I was learning cartomancy from his videos online and in books, I learned more about INDIGENOUS HERITAGE and INDIGENOUS SYSTEMS. Systems that replace the system of white supremacy with a system of justice. Everything I learned spiritually and about the world, the lesson I got from those studies, brought me into the awareness of this tribal government, the Aboriginal Republic of North America, so I had purpose and structure on what to do with myself and get the best outcome. White supremacy and its education system can not prepare a melanated man woman or child to become who they are supposed to be culturally because that melanated man woman or child has adopt a culture(SYSTEMS) that literally go against their own nature and the consequences CAN BE TRACED!! Indigenous governments are ran by natural law. Humans are ran by natural law. So when the society is surrounded by natural law AKA THE TRUTH, only growth, advancement, healing, balance and justice can take place. Deceptions, lies and dishonesty can’t be in the same space as truth. It will be exposed.
So the REASON WHY I DO THIS!! Simply, it’s because of INDIGENOUS HERITAGE RECLAIMATION. People tell me at work that I’m amazing and I’m a rare person and I’m solid and reliable and all manner of kind words, and that’s because I know myself. Knowing myself not only spiritually but culturally, has helped me tremendously in life. My integrity, passion, confidence, accountability is attached to my culture, family, bloodline and people so I make the decision everyday to make something of myself and not be broken by this toxic system. So I do it because I see SOLUTIONS in people knowing themselves and plugging themselves in or creating a system where great results can be produced.
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